Could a psychic help me with this?

I have tried everything in knowing what I have been poisoned with, if you could tell me what it was I will pick you as best answer instantly. Here is the question What was I poisoned with? And what's the cure for it? A poisonious object was put upon me, it was dark-blue and it is toxic and cause mild permanent brain damage, as a result of this poison certain things like having friends and communicating the same have become problems for; my personality has changed, not only that I have a negative influence which I do want to get rid of. So could you please tell me what I was poisoned with whether you are a christian or not and seek God for help or use feelings, Please give m a really good answer and I will choose you as best answer. Hope you can help.