I have no idea what to do about this!?

Sounds like you are depressed. First try getting out of the house...just to have fun. Go out and have a girls night or whatever. If you just cant bring yourself to go out then invite the friends over and have a movie night. And, talk about it! You need to get it out of your system...the best way is to vent. Talking to girlfriends can be really comforting. If this doesnt bring you out of your depression I would suggest a visit to the family doctor. They can either prescribe you a RX or to speak with a professional. Hope you get to feeling better.